she can thank her lucky stars that everything i wish for, will never come true.

So.
Hmmm.
Zoe, you read my last post? Yeah, I told you it wasnt you and that you didnt know her. Hard lying to your face like that.
I dont know why I love confusing people, aka you.
But yeah, I'll just make it easier for you:

To my dearest love, Zoe,
I love you lots and lots, and yes, I have considered trying to drift away from you for the obvious reasons, such as me turning into a total bitch and not wanting to hurt/offend you, and also a reason that if you really must know about, ask me sometime cos I don't think blogger is the best place to say it.
But that aside, there are so many reasons I couldn't live without you. And there is no way I'm ever gonna let you go (unless you want me to of course). You're probably the best friend I've ever had and the good times I've spent with you can't be bought.



So yeah. Not about you.
heheehehehe
xo
also, I'm really sick so i feel like shit and all moody and crap.