seemingly pointless.
stop living, you tool.
i hate you.
i want you to die.
and i think im more in love with you than ever, but im leaving now and you cant stop me, zoe.

lake effect kid.

get fucked.
dont lie to me.
say what you mean.
you could've just said you didnt want to go with me.
it's not like i would've put up a fight or anything.
i dont care if you dont trust me, but i know what i said.
find your own way home tomorrow night.

last chance.

sooo tired.
want sleep.
cant.
the happy people together will destroy me.
salad.
eyes burn.
hard to keep my head up.
i dont even care anymore, so can we just drop the whole "your ex girlfriend" thing?

hehe..HAHAHAHAHAHA!

eh. want to die.
TODAY WAS FANTASTIC.
guitar.
lack of sleep.
tummy acid.
fire.
basketballs on fire.
basketballs EXPLODING.
my log is bigger than your log.
this log is on fire.
i can log you better.
get my log out of you.


mia and em.

the only rings i want want buried with me are the ones around my eyes.

sorry.
i really am.
i screwed up so bad, i cant expect you to still want to be around me.
so i understand if you want a break or something,
because remember how we used to talk about how much you hate my parents and why?
well that's me now.
i crossed the line.
did you know that kids whose parents smoke are more likely to smoke when they're older?
its the same with other things.
i know its not okay.
i shouldn't do it.
i tried to stop the thoughts in my head.
it's really hard.
if you knew half the stuff that goes on in there...
you'd kill me.
i dont want this.
im gonna regret saying this, but maybe it's better if you're not around me.
it'd be better for you, i mean.
it'll kill me,
but i'll be happy im not hurting you.
which i've been doing a lot of recently.

when you protect someone, you eliminate anything that could cause them harm.
that's what i'm trying to do.
even though you "dont need protecting"
which is true in most cases.
anyway, rambling is boring to read.

xx i will always love you.

The Greatest Space Adventure

Psych class will kill me. It will.
Kay. Asking for your (aka no one) advice:
There's a beautiful person you know.
They are amazing.
They think you're fair awesome and hot, but you know they dont like you like that right now.
They actually suit you; They have a similar personality to you.
You want them a little.

What do you do.
Oh, I know.


You give up cos you suck.

I is happy.