Do you remember that?

I wanna kill. I dont care what I kill. Just anything. Not with any sort of weapon, with my bear hands. I want to scream, also.
How could you think about this?
You know it's right, why end it?
I'd never do this,
but then again, I'm not completely oblivious to the fact that THAT KID IS SOMEONE TO HOLD ON TO.

Don't you dare let go, boy.

I don't care,
I don't blame you, for being you, but you cant blame me for hating it,
So bury me in memory, his smile's your rope, so wrap it tight around your throat,
We will never believe again, kick drum beating in my chest again,
Permanent jet lag, please take me back,
I want it so bad, I shoot the sunshine into my veins,
I've been stuck, fixated on one star,
I must confess, I'm in love with my own sins,
Ex friends to the end.
Don't say it's over, dead and gone,
I'm just the covers on top of your bed,
There's a light on in Chicago,
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me,
I never say no to you,
Boycott love, detox just to retox,
We only want to sing you to sleep,
I saw God cry in the reflections of my enemies, and all the lovers with no time for me,
Maybe he wont find out what I know, you were the last good thing about this part of town,
Living like life's going out of style,
I guess I'm my own better half,
Peroxide princess,
My smile's an open wound without you,
The movie of my life, starring you, instead of me,
Till tonight do us part,
You saved my life,
You're the only place that feels like home,
2 out of 3 aint bad,
I'm not making any sense,
Why can you read me like no one else?

Go to hell,
You wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat,
You look so good in blue,
I've got headaches, and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no,
It's just past eight, and I'm feeling young and reckless,
Converse with my Converse,
Something make my chest stir,
I've seen your boyfriend, and I don't think he treats you right,
So now you're waiting up for him,
I could be taking you there with me,
Fake it like you mattered, that's a lie we could both keep,
Gotta show the world the thunder,
Good God I wish I was tall,
I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light,
Take aim at myself,
Your smile reminds me of switchblades and infidelity,
We don't fight fair,
Kiss away young thrills and kills on the mouths of all my friends,
I wanna scream "I love you" at the top of my lungs,
Stomp out this disaster town,
True romance is dead,
Are you through with me?
I want to hate you,
There's no one I'd rather waste my time with,
Sing, until your lungs give out,
One night stand off,
Long live the car-crash hearts,
Oh, baby, you're a classic,
You put my head in such a flurry,
I'm a nervous wreck,
What a catch,
When you wake up, the world will come around,
Be my unholy, my one and my only,
You owe me the best gift I will ever ask for,
No one has to know,
Everyone loves an underdog,
I am the worst liar I know,
I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen,
Isn't it tragic?
The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you,
Never means forever,
Baby boy if you got the big dreams go and get it,
Forever a lake effect kid,
We will own your thoughts, we'll own the songs stuck in your head,
What is this?


Loose Lips Sink Ships.


One line from every Fall Out Boy song I know,

Sad, really.

"Vampire.... VAMPIRE PETE VAMPIRE!!!"

So today was spent in E-Town with Caz, Dean, Kaskamatron and SG. Tons of fun. We went swimming at the pool, then in a really disgusting river. Then... umm... well I can't remember whose idea it was but us girls ended up topless in the river. Nothing was seen, mostly.


...Which, might I add, was extremely extremely extremely awkward for me. But I didn't want to say anything because they seemed to be having fun. I'm suprised they actually felt comfortable with me there. Long story.
Not really.
Ah well.
So then we went into E-Town again to get food and Kaska went home. So the rest of us were sitting around talking. And then there was this fundraiser thing for the bushfires, so we wondered down there, found Kaska and here family.
And then the band.
THE WORST BAND on the planet playing Hey There Delilah.
It physically hurt my ears.
But yeah, I'm just sitting at home being bored shitless.
XD
xx

You should see the size of my... telephone bills...

So I'm in Torquay, with Cassie, my cousin + grandparents and family. BUT. NO PARENTS TO STOP THEM SPOILING ME. *Evil Laugh*
Now. Don't get my wrong, I'm not one of those shoes-bags-clothes kind of girls, but I still enjoy those things, occasoinally. Okay, lots. But I'm not usually loaded with cash like I am now, so Imma take advantage of this situation. :)

That's it. Just wanted to share that.
xxxxxxxxxxx + xo.

I'm high fashioned, I'm last chances.

So today was pretty fun, no school, went to Zoe's. And I decided.
IF YOU TWO WANT TO BE ALL FIGHTING(WHICH I KNOW ONE OF YOU DOESN'T), THEN FINE, BE LIKE THAT. I DON'T CARE. I'M GONNA STAND BY MY REAL FRIEND NO MATTER WHAT, AND YOU BOTH SHOULD KNOW WHO THAT IS.
Really. think about it. If you're both reading this (which I think you are), think about this:
Who would I see as my real FRIEND?
Either way, you'll find out soon.
But also. Valentines Day should die, because it sucks and all it does is remind those of us that don't have anybody, that we never will.
xx (dies)

just found it.

was bored found this. love this song, makes me cry. the film clip, too.

(this all means he's going down)

the look on the you face when you saw me for the first time in years.

Okay. So it's colder now, which is very good. I love it when it's cold.
So I take it that the majority of people who would reading my blog would also read Zoe's and Cazz's, and therefor you would know that there is some kind of "war" going on... and I'm not sure if I'm supposed to do anything. Probably not, but they were really good friends when I first met Cazz, and now they full hate each other or something. I'm mostly worried that one of them will get hurt, but I'm also worried that it'll end up with me taking sides, because I know who I'd turn to, and I don't think I'd be proud of my descision at all. So I'm hoping it doesn't come to that.

So yeah, everyone loves a worry post.
:)xx

(and also, title. zoe. start of year 7 lol)

Let's Rough It Up Till They Shut It Down.

I am now completely certain that humans were NOT meant to live through 46 degree days. Air conditioning can only do so much. And yes, I have a spa outside, so I'm trying to decide, computer, cold, computer, COLD. I have spoken. I'm gonna go get in the spa.

(pointless post much?)
xx

Let's Hear It For Ameri- *THWACK*... What? A Teddy Bear?

BACK AT SCHOOL. Yay.
Not really.
But I have some good subjects though. Like literature, philosophy, psychology...
And Dance. Don't get me started on Dance. If dance was a person, I'd kill them. Most likely with a knife. But that's just how I roll. But apart from that I like all my classes.
And. Zoe broke up with the so called SG. In my opinion, he's a tool. But we'll save that story for another night.

No news on anything other then that. Except I updated my youtube.

:) xxx

Hey There's A Moth On Your Back...

So I just put some new videos on youtube.
Maybe you'd like to watch them, maybe not. Oh well. I hope they're okay. Maybe you should go check if they are... hehe..
But that aside, Kaska came over and had brunch, then I went back to her place, then we went out for food/clothes/anything else. Was tres fun.
And now for something completely German:

Ich verlor es, genannt es hören auf. Hausstrandräuber.
Ihre Mama.
He! He!
Nichts Wert, der dafür lebt.
Ja sollte ich aufhören, auf Deutsch zu tippen?
No .. ja.

I really hope no one can actually read that :)
xx