Oh My God Bron... Cazz.

Last night was fantastic.
Cazz, Tay and I stayed over at Jellycakes's. We stayed up watching South Park and Rocky Horror. Then Cazz decided that she wanted to walk down to the park to see her boy. She got attacked by a stick. Of all the dangers that come with walking around the streets at midnight, she got attacked by a stick.
Good fun.
Then in the morning, after not sleeping for the 3rd night in a row, we had crepes for breakfast.

Funfunfun.
xx

Sie Wissen nicht Sogar, Wie viel ich Sie Liebe.

It's my birthday tomorrow. To be honest, I'm not excited. I've always been so happy and freaked out (in a good way) about my birthday, and now, I just didn't notice it coming, and I don't really care about it. The thing I'm most worried about is whether everyone will have fun at my place when they all come over for the "party". I say "party", because it's gonna be more of a gathering than a party. Mmm, I'm not supposed to be worried or scared on my birthday, am I?

Not much else been happening. Umm, check out my youtube. Or not. I mean, it wasn't an order or something, just a suggestion. I'll stop typing now.



xxx

I've Seen Sinking Ships Go Down With More GRACE Than You.

I just had two cocktails. Now I feel all light and fantastic inside. And warm. And LOTTTTTSS OF OTHER FEELINGS BUT I CAN'T THINK OF THEM RIGHT NOW. But now I'm just hoping mum doesn't realize I had a second one. Hehe, she'll never know. I'm gonna wait a while, then go read.

Went to House Of Zoe today. Avoided the heat. Ate icecream and raspberries. Played the weirdest game of Uno I've ever played. We took out all the numbered cards and just kept the ones that are like Draw Four and Draw Two and reverse and all them ones. I might go write a song now. Or try, anyway.


xox

Go To Hell

Today was pretty fun. I went to go see Twighlight again with Faulkner and Panta. I always have heaps of fun when I'm with those guys. I'm starting to miss Zoe quite a bit though. AND. AND.
It's my birthday in a week. should be fantastic. Some of the guys are crossdressing. Or so they tell me.

That was my way of trying to cheer myself up. I failed. I don't even know why I'm upset. I just am. It's really annoying me, because I know there's nothing serious wrong, it just feels like there is.
Ah well.

xxx

Liar, liar. Mr my oh my.

Went into Eltham with people today. That's always fun. Like the time we stalked some guy cos he looked like a pedo and he had like 6 little kids running around him and he had his favourite little blond boy. Then he figured out we were following him so he tried to follow us, but we were way too skilled for him and his army of little kids.
Fun times.
So that's what I did today. My legs and arms and body and everything hurt from gym yesterday. But apart from that, all is well, which is fantastic.

He Loves Her More Than He'll Ever Show.

Just got back from Phillip Island. Went to the beach a gizzilion times. Loads of fun.
Glad to be back though. I miss people very easily. I also miss Smallville very easily. And Shakespear. The list of things I miss at home just goes on.

LISTEN WHEN SOMEONE TELLS YOU NOT TO TRY TO CLIMB UP A CHALK CLIFF. THEY'RE RIGHT.


xx

How Do We Get There Today?

COMMENTS?

I can't work, can't eat, can't sleep.
I can't think about anything else.
You make my eyes shake, my stomach ache.
But you've got nothing to take, because every smile of mine is fake.
So now the stitches across my lips are making it harder to say the worst words.
And it's cutting and it's scratching, babe its clawing at my throat.
I will die with this secret on my tongue but there's no way I'm telling you this.

I've got a pen and now I'm thinking about what you said:
"Write me a song."
I'm sorry if i can't write just like your favourite band,
But I do alright for someone you called heartless.
Every time you change your mind, I slowly die.
And I know I seem interested when you talk.
I'm just watching your lips move and thinking of what else they're good for.



Comments?

xxx

Baby, I'll Save My Angel Some Pain.

Today I was with Zoe watching Pineapple Express. Borrowed some Wii games, finally remembered to take my Xmas card home, but left my keys there.
So now I'm talking to people on msn and playing Chaos Faction (yes, I know its sad).
I memorized some Shakespear:

Oh, know, sweet love, I always write for you.
And you and love are still my argument.
So all my best are dressing old words new,
Spending again what is already spent.
For as the sun is daily new and old,
So is my love still telling what is told.


- For my anonymous love

"...Like A Bus?"

Went into the city today. Got a top and some sunnies. Saw an ultimately hot person in Myer Basement, so I've decided to go back there next Saturday to so see if they're on their shift at BANG ON a.k.a the best t-shirt shop ever. Got home and read a whole bunch of Shakespear. I WILL MEMORIZE IT FOR USE IN CONVERSATION.
Because that's how I roll.

Dad got a Wii for his birthday. I have already claimed it as my own.

:)PA-CHOW

Yeah, Sorry, I Just Let My Love Loose Again.

So. How's 2009 fairing so far?
Pretty good, I think. Just uploading new photo's on myspace. Talking to many people on msn. Making old 33 records work again. What fun. I was with Zane and Zo and Hayds today. Crazy bunch they are.

:) xx