Nobody reads these anymore, so eh.
Lea, I love you, and Diana, I hope you never come back form Russia, because life is so much better without you.
I am so over you now.

new york eyes.

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help me please.

i cant make it on my own

because my heart is stuck in moscow.

get fucked.
ditch him already.
i wont wait.
i am explosive now.
we almost did.


ilovecaz.

IF THERE WAS A PERFECT MOMENT TO ASK ME FOR A FAVOUR OR SOMETHING, IT'S NOW.
im so happy :D

eh, i love it. thats all that matters.

Cullen:
im two quarters and a heart down.
i dont wanna forget how your voice sounds.

that aside, eh, no one's reading.
i can say whatever the fuck i want.
...
i dont want to say anything
im confused,
about too many things.
im failing almost everything at school
and losing people.
and making friends,
loving old ones,
and then losing them all again.

i just thought i'd let you know.

that i'm the happiest ever.
cos i'm at nicks.
and also, come what may.
you get it.
yeah, it happened.
how about a little priest.
i love nick and diana.
and also zoe and caz.
but... yeh.
ehehehe.
now im gonna use code names.
im in love with Cullen but fucking Hippo wont step aside and let me. spent the day with The Scientist.

and i'm really pissed off with Floorboards.
Teronica thinks im pregnant.
2 months pregnant.
yes, we saw him today.
(loaded god complex, cock it and pull it.)


i love Cullen (not edward cullen... ehhhh)
just Cullen :D

more than Floorboards.
yes, its been too long
and also, Doorknob is being... a knob, i guess.
hmmm...
did i mention i love Cullen?
i love Cullen.
and i can say it all i want,
because the name Cullen has nothing to do with them, as far as they know.

im very very happy.

why? because i'm

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which is generally a good thing.

seemingly pointless.
stop living, you tool.
i hate you.
i want you to die.
and i think im more in love with you than ever, but im leaving now and you cant stop me, zoe.

lake effect kid.

get fucked.
dont lie to me.
say what you mean.
you could've just said you didnt want to go with me.
it's not like i would've put up a fight or anything.
i dont care if you dont trust me, but i know what i said.
find your own way home tomorrow night.